to be wanted is
(...) to be wanted is... it's someone being eager for your words. it's the excitement of being asked about your day. it is another's hunger to get to know me more. it's what fashions a butterfly colony into my stomach. it inspires poetry from within. it's not something being horny can fix in a pinch. it's not something to be fixed at all. it's a delicious curiosity. and i crave it. covet, even, as much as someone fixated on desire would with carnal dalliances, if not more. it's far more erotic than anything sex can give me.